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December 05 眼泪啊 今天又流泪了。这两天越发的想念他想念他想念他......
看到他认真学习的样子我好欣赏好开心看到他这样。可是心里却越发的不明白自己为什么要这样的看着他。本来的我不是这样的，有话就会说，好想过去跟他说说话，好想在他身旁。
努力告诉自己过去的就过去了，可是心里始终不能释怀，总是回想起那天的场景，一切进行的顺畅又突然。好后悔自己说的话，好后悔自己做的事，从没有这样的后悔过。现在我能做什么？静静的等待，静静的，也许等来的那一天依然是这样的结果，不知道那时自己会不会疯掉......
眼泪总是不听话，它总是出现在我想他的时候。终于体会到相思的苦，体会到单恋！不知道这样的苦吃过去是不是就可以得到幸福？我不知道。我甚至不知道自己怎样去对他表现我想对他的好。没有你真的不行！！！
考试的重担压得紧紧的，可我却不能踏下心来认真对待，我只想他在身边，只想他能在这。我真的不知道他是不是对我彻底的彻底的没了一点希望。看到他学习疲惫的样子，好像过去关心他。好想陪他走这段艰苦漫长的日子，好想同他一起奋斗，一起努力。
眼泪啊，不要再掉了！看到自己滴下的泪我真是讨厌自己了。懦弱的我怎么去实现自己的理想？
亲爱的，还可以这样称呼你么？我们还可以在一起么？可以回来么？ November 27 低下头 也许多年以后会觉得现在躁动很可笑很孩子气，可是现在就是现在。
向低下头，把头低得很低！去沉淀自己，让自己沉下来，沉下来再沉下来。从小到大到底为自己做了什么？当我开始不断的踌躇未来的路时才发现自己对自己是那么不负责任！好像很多事都该现在去做，可为什么面临这些竟然拿不出坚定的斗志？！
我知道自己还在想他，所以我不想忘记，然一切慢慢的沉淀在我的心里，留下的都是美好。听到《眷恋》依然会哭，自己真的有些瞧不起自己了，竟然管不住自己！我就是这样吧！不想再去谈恋爱了，很累，不想再去为另一个男人全身心的投入了。我明白这一生也就只有这一个男人了。每当这样想就会觉得很开心。然后静静的守候他，等待他，其实我知道他根本不会再回来，可依然很傻傻的为他去守候......
好了，低下头做自己的事。不去看身边经过的人，慢慢沉下去，沉得越深就会飞的更高！承认自己的失败，就是败得一塌糊涂，我还有自己，心里还有你陪我。这样好像不再像从前的我，好像很软弱，但是我也没有办法......
低下头，做自己的事......
（你好么？偶尔会想我么？每天为你祝福！） October 08 Stand aloneThe holiday is too bad!
Maybe everything is not good what you think.You can't understand other's mind always,especially the one is your mate.If he(she) can't understand you,you feel sad extraordinary!
Boy always say that to girl:You think a lot of useless thing,it has no mean!
Why the thing which we think about is useless???
Boy always can't understand that why girl is not happy after they say something.But they haven't reflected on the problem with themselves never!
I have been burn by my boyfriend.And now,I think I must stand alone! But I can't.Because I love him deeply!
A girl should not control her mood by her boyfriend!Every girl should stand alone!!! But if you love a boy,you can't!Because love... September 17 人们怎么了？What’s wrong with them?Yesterday, I help my youth brother catch the CD with signature of HaiMingwei who is the winner of Dream of China. There was a so long procession about 3000 people when I arrived at XiDan. There were pupils, students, adults and elders, they said that they love HaiMingwei so much, they vote online when player of Dream of China had match I don’t understand them really!A mother with her daughter stand front of me, and a father with his daughter front of them, I saw many parents with their child. The girl in front of me is a student of junior high school, she hold combined set spoke with her classmate. Looking at her I really don’t know the society is progression or retrogressive. How much effect on a mobile telephone to a student of junior high school? Thumb can’t instead of reading sound sonorously forever!The worse is the girl has disrespect situation with her mother, however her mother is loving-kindness even spoil child. What a pity!After 4 hours waiting, the activity can’t hold all the while, because crowd too disorderliness to singer afraid meet fans. Finally, some people shook the dust off their feet, and said:”I don’t watch the Dream of China forever!”What’s wrong with them?How important about singer in our life?What they create for society?What they teach youth?Like Super Girl? To singing, to come to front, then get repute, catch money, have one’s moment in one night? Well then, who build our country, how can we stand in world? I think a program with singing match just become amusement in our life; it can’t disturb our order absolutely!September 12 菜鸟I don't like item which elate everybody,like Blog.But I join in the team to write my dairy online,and I'm a Green Hand!
Maybe you have prejudice against something or somebody,through life sharpened my wit,I understand that contain others try o free yourself from all prejudices.You can smile honestly and you are energetic.
I think that is right,"In order to succeed here you will need to overcome your prejudices."
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